Tuesday, March 10, 2009

so unappreciated...would it hurt to say thank you?!

You know what pisses me off?...How i'm constantly doing everything i possibly can to help my friends and i never get a thank you. I help one friend with her life issues and i'm always there to talk and to be a shoulder to cry on. I also try to help this girl to get over something that i know is going to be an obstacle in her life later, when she has to live life on her own. You think i got a thank you from her...very rarely!
Another homegirl of mine only seems to be attracted to guys who eventually do her wrong. I seem to be good with sensing if they're bad or not. I always tell her if i think one is a cheater or if hes going to mistreat her. She doesnt listen to me at first, but eventually she investigates and finds out that im right, always. You think i ever got a thank you from her...No!
My other Best friend just seems to get into trouble all around. She used to mess with guys who would do her wrong and she never stood up for herself, so i would be the one cursing the guy out and telling him he should stay away from her. Then she found a boo that everyone else in the school had a crush on. And when some females so called themselves hating her because of it, i was the one waiting for them to say something to her so i could handle it. I was always trying to protect her. You think i got a thank you from her...Hell No! Actually, i got a big slap in the face (i guess im over it now).
This is where my problem comes in, I have a best friend whos always appreciated the little things i've done for her, but shes never actually, seriously needed my help, and finally when she needed me, i let her down. I didnt protect her, and she would have appreciated me for it. Well, i'm here now and i'm sorry best friend.

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